I caught my self, fallen love with someone that somehow, I have 100% presume he never recognize me..
But then my speculation went wrong..
He knows me, I know from his smile, that night.
Finally...
Suddenly, I feel fulfilled.. And not extremely demanding another thing.. Never get too nerve or something else. As calm as a kitten..
Just a simply smile..
Strange, how this lovely smile works for me..
He, booster up my life, I can’t stop thinking about my school plan..
About my dream to visit so many Sinematek around the world and build my own, in my country..
Simply ridiculous how smile works..
From now on.. I like to keep it by my self; I loved to picturing his image, on my own perception.. Will He change? Of course!, nobodies not.
but, If I kept him as my own image, so he will never change...
And if God gives him as a life gift for me, then I'll blessed
I wish..
